October 3, 2009
Family Pictures
This is the beginning of Birthday Week around here! Can you believe our baby boy is almost one?? Do you all remember the great anticipation of his arrival? I sure do. Monday, October 25, 2009 was my due date. I was not even close at that point. I began my maternity leave that day and sure hoped I'd get a baby soon so I could start "maternity-ing!" On Tuesday evening Jonathan and I went up to Springfield for some last minute errands and a one-last-date-before-children. I savored that evening, but it still seems like I should have gotten more out of it. People tell you it will never be the same again. I fully believed those people...but I couldn't fathom the difference before I lived it myself. We have gone out without Jonah, but it just isn't the same. I can go out alone and not worry one bit about my child. I've never left him with someone who caused me anxiety...but there is still a lack of the true freedom we had before he came. Please don't misunderstand me...I'm not lamenting. Our life is much richer with Jonah here, but this is a flashback blog post, so I'm just being real. Birthday Week is likely to become more sentimental before it gets celebratory!

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